| Lil Xan | |
| Birth Name: | Nicholas Diego Leanos |
| Birth Date: | 6 September 1996 |
| Birth Place: | Redlands, California, U.S. |
| Years Active: | 2015–present |
Nicholas Diego Leanos[1] (born September 6, 1996), better known as Lil Xan or simply Diego, is an American rapper, singer, and songwriter from Redlands, California.[2] [3] He is best known for his song "Betrayed", which peaked at number 64 on the Billboard Hot 100. On April 6, 2018, Leanos released his debut studio album, Total Xanarchy.
Leanos was born on September 6, 1996, in Redlands, California. He grew up poor, with his family living in motels during most of his childhood. He attended Redlands East Valley High School, but dropped out in his freshman year. He then spent several years at home unemployed.[4] [5] Leanos took a job as a street cleaner and sold drugs before he began rapping.[6] Leanos later pursued a photography career in support of several friends who were rappers. He eventually had his camera stolen, and chose to begin rapping in lieu of investing in a new camera.[7]
His stage name is derived from Xanax,[8] the trade name of the prescription drug alprazolam. Leanos began to gain recognition through platforms such as SoundCloud and YouTube. His popularity grew after the release of the music video for his song "Betrayed" in August 2017.[9] The song peaked at number 64 on the Billboard Hot 100.[10] In an interview with XXL, Leanos announced his debut album would be titled Total Xanarchy and would include collaborations with artists such as Diplo and Swae Lee.[11] In December 2017, Leanos announced his Total Xanarchy tour,[12] which sold out in five hours according to Billboard. In 2018, Leanos considered changing his stage name to Diego in order to support his anti-drug message;[13] [14] however, he has since expressed uncertainty toward officially going through with the pseudonym change.
Leanos released his debut studio album, Total Xanarchy on April 6, 2018. The album received mostly negative reviews but was a moderate commercial success, debuting at number ten on the Billboard 200 and selling 28,000 copies in its first week.[15] The following month in May 2018, Leanos announced the mixtape Heartbreak Soldiers[16] which was released on July 8, 2018.[17]
Leanos promised to release a second album multiple times over his career, but each time they experienced delays or cancellations. In September 2018, Leanos announced he had been working on an album titled Be Safe as a tribute to Mac Miller (whose last words to Leanos before his overdose earlier that month were "be safe"), but the project entered production limbo and was eventually scrapped.[18] [19] In November 2019, he announced his next album would be titled When September Ends and released an accompanying album cover, but this also never came to fruition.[20] In January 2020, Leanos announced that his album was finished and that it would be called Sorry I Didn't Quit, revealing a new album cover that took inspiration from Lil Wayne's Sorry 4 the Wait, but this project appears to have been scrapped as well.[21] [22]
On June 24, 2022, Leanos and fellow emo rapper Chris Miles released the collaborative EP have a nice day. It includes a feature from Lil Tracy and was supported by the single "Miss Me".[23]
In August 2024, Leanos announced that his second album entitled Diego was finally finished, and would receive an early release on the independent streaming platform Even Music on September 6, 2024. It dropped on all platforms on September 19, marking his first full-length album release in over six years.[24]
Leanos has listed Pharrell Williams and N.E.R.D. as early influences in hip hop, with other influences including Arctic Monkeys, Cage the Elephant and Queens of the Stone Age.[25] Leanos has also described Drake and Mac Miller as musical inspirations.
According to Pigeons & Planes, Leanos' music started off as "typical trap" and later shifted towards "a murkier, dream-like sound". The New Yorker has described Leanos as part of a "sad rap" movement.[26]
Leanos has been open about his former addiction to benzodiazepines (particularly Xanax) and opiates. He overcame his Xanax addiction after two years.[27] Leanos is outspoken against Xanax abuse and urges people to stop using the drug altogether.[28] [29] In 2018, Leanos was reportedly hospitalized after eating "too many Hot Cheetos".[30]
Leanos started dating singer and actress Noah Cyrus on June 30, 2018.[31] The couple released the collaboration "Live or Die" in August 2018. They broke up in September 2018, with both parties accusing the other of being unfaithful. Leanos would initially claim that the relationship was forced by the couple's record label, Columbia, though he later took responsibility for the breakup and said he has "nothing but love for the Cyrus family."[32]
Leanos had an on-and-off relationship with social media personality Tana Mongeau in 2018 and again in 2021.[33] He and Chris Miles, who also dated Mongeau, have said they wrote their collaborative breakup song "Miss Me" about their relationships with her.[34]
In February 2019, Leanos announced that he and his then-fiancée Annie Smith were expecting a child.[35] Smith, however, claimed to have had a miscarriage,[36] sharing the information about the incident via a video and photographs on Instagram. In a No Jumper interview weeks later, Leanos said he had suspicions that Smith had been faking her pregnancy after a number of the rapper's fans on social media pointed out that Smith's supposed ultrasound photos looked identical to ones that could be found using a Google Images search. The couple would split shortly thereafter, with Leanos claiming the relationship had been toxic.[37]
| Title | Album details | Peak chart positions | |
|---|---|---|---|
| US [38] | |||
| Total Xanarchy |
| 10 | |
| Diego |
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| Title | Mixtape details | |
|---|---|---|
| Heartbreak Soldiers[39] |
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| Heartbreak Soldiers Pt. 2 |
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| Title | EP details | |
|---|---|---|
| CITGO |
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| Toothache |
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| Xanarchy |
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| Xanarchy Militia |
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| Fireworks |
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| have a nice day |
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| Title | Year | Peak chart positions | Certification | Album | |||||||||
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| US | US R&B/<br />HH [41] | CAN [42] | SWE Heat. [43] | ||||||||||
| "Montana Doe" | 2016 | — | — | — | — | rowspan="1" | |||||||
| "Who Are You?" | — | — | — | — | CITGO | ||||||||
| "Center Fold" | — | — | — | — | rowspan="4" | ||||||||
| "Sorry" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Vicodin" | 2017 | — | — | — | — | ||||||||
| "Been Bout It" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Xanarchy" | — | — | — | — | Xanarchy | ||||||||
| "No Love" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Crash the Whip" | — | — | — | — | rowspan="1" | ||||||||
| "Slingshot" | — | — | — | — | Total Xanarchy | ||||||||
| "Betrayed" | 64 | 28 | 49 | 11 | Toothache and Total Xanarchy | ||||||||
| "Far" | — | — | — | — | Total Xanarchy | ||||||||
| "Water (Models)" | — | — | — | — | rowspan="1" | ||||||||
| "Wake Up" | — | — | — | — | Total Xanarchy | ||||||||
| "Color Blind" | 2018 | — | — | — | — |
| California and Total Xanarchy | ||||||
| "The Man" | — | — | — | — | Total Xanarchy | ||||||||
| "Moonlight" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Lies" | — | — | — | — | Heartbreak Soldiers | ||||||||
| "Live or Die" | — | — | — | — | rowspan="1" | ||||||||
| "Slope" | — | — | — | — | Xanarchy Militia | ||||||||
| "On Sight" | — | — | — | — | rowspan="3" | ||||||||
| "Watch Me Fall" | 2019 | — | — | — | — | ||||||||
| "Tree Sap" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Shake It" | — | — | — | — | Pornhub Valentine's Day Album | ||||||||
| "Summer Days" | — | — | — | — | Fireworks | ||||||||
| "Jewelry" | — | — | — | — | rowspan="7" | ||||||||
| "I Might" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Bloody Nose" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Midnight In Prague" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "West Side" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Like Me" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Wrong Way" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Death to Mumble Rap 2"[46] (with GAWNE) | 2020 | — | — | — | — | Eternal | |||||||
| "Willow" | — | — | — | — | rowspan="5" | ||||||||
| "Wide Awake" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Everything I Own" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "My Girlfriend" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Life Sucks" | 2021 | — | — | — | — | ||||||||
| "Miss Me" (with Chris Miles) | — | — | — | — | have a nice day | ||||||||
| "Go Crazy"[47] (with Imanbek and KDDK) | — | — | — | — | rowspan="3" | ||||||||
| "Rebound" | 2022 | — | — | — | — | ||||||||
| "All Ur Best Friends" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "NODA" | 2023 | — | — | — | — | Diego | |||||||
| "So Pretty" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Used To" | — | — | — | — | |||||||||
| "Won't Overdose" | 2024 | — | — | — | — | ||||||||
| "—" denotes a recording that did not chart or was not released in that territory. | |||||||||||||
| Title | Year | Album |
|---|---|---|
| "Don't Trap on Me" | 2017 | rowspan="5" |
| "Lifeless" | ||
| "For the Better" | ||
| "Lost" | ||
| "Whoa" | 2018 | |
| "Racksonracksonracks" | Litlyfe II | |
| "I Got" | rowspan="2" | |
| "Wait" | ||
| "Yung Xan" | Yung Bans, Vol. 4 | |
| "Brainfreeze" | rowspan="1" | |
| "Crazy Shit" | Don't You Ever Forget Me 3 | |
| "Percy" | rowspan="2" | |
| "Cookin'" | ||
| "I Might" | Lowkey | |
| "Swimming" | Baby Goth | |
| "Purpple Hearts" | 2019 | rowspan="1" |
| "Lost at Sea" | Mood Swings | |
| "Feel" | ||
| "XOXO" | 2020 | rowspan="1" |
| "OMG its Rarri" | Universe 444 | |
| "Gassed" | rowspan="4" | |
| "Girls Girls Girls" | ||
| "Phone" | ||
| "TITI" | ||
| "Down for Life" | 2021 | Atlanta's Most Wanted |
| "Stars" | 2022 | |
| "Gorgeous" | 2023 | TROUBLES IN the TRAP, Vol. 2 |
| Year | Award | Category | Nominated work | Result | Ref. |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| 2018 | Push Artist of the Year | Lil Xan | [48] | ||
| Best Push |